I thought I had shook off all the depression... Turns out that I had only succeeded in hording it up in the back of my mind~ Sustained by my "2PM sandbags"... How do I know? Maybe the dam finally busted today~ It's all coming crashing down at me now... Flooded...
I failed as a friend today... a confidante to be exact~
Failed as a worker... Failed as a daughter, a girlfriend, a sister... Even failed as a woman itself...
It's a life full of failures... More to come as I fail to become a wife and a mother~
Life is a gift? More like a prank~ Do yoo know the feeling of hating the very skin yoo are living and breathing in? It's hard to explain~ But I wish everyone never has to experience any of it~ It hurts...
I will wait for my chance... There's a way out~ I just heard something about it today... Just... waiting...
